Saturday, June 28, 2014
The American School System: Enter the Wasteland
Friday, June 20, 2014
A couple of notes
So far it's been an emotionally draining experience. I have tons of notes, texts etc from people trying to clarify the stories to present you guys with accurate reports - however what I learned is that there isn't any true objectivity here. I'm not trying to drive home a point like my past few blogs, so much as I am providing an outlet for Vets to tell their stories. So like I said this is a bit of a departure from the normal ranting and raving that I have been doing - yet still carries the theme of ending the stigma surrounding PTSD when it comes to combat veterans.
We're going to see some stories from a variety of sources - some from Iraq - others from Afghanistan. Some of these stories are very near and dear to me. Some are friends - brothers that I served with personally, others are individuals that I have never met that had the desire to come out and talk to me about their experiences.
To those of you that stepped up... I sincerely thank you. Please encourage others you know to contact me.
On a second note I am proud to announce that GIJenn from Warrior Talk Radio will also be a new contributor to this blog. I am very proud to have her on board, and I think that this partnership will help to boost both of our numbers.
Additionally, I will be getting a hold of Gatsby later today to try and get his head out of his books and contribute a post or two.
www,warriortalkradio.com
#endthestigma
Fuckin' scream it from the rooftops bitches.
-Jon
Friday, June 13, 2014
A Promise of Change - A Legacy of Failure
It started out in 2008, a young black president came in demanding immigration reform, ending the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, and strengthening U.S. Foreign Policy. The promises and road plan seemed strong - even for a democrat - and lets be honest McCain didn't exactly seem like the strongest let alone healthiest candidate out there. Still - there was this feeling that the promises weren't true - not to mention I have never voted democrat - and likely never will, so I did the intelligent thing - I didn't vote. I took the lesser of three evils. Anyone who knows anything about voting for the president knows that the electoral college members CAN be bought out and CAN be forced to vote along party lines - thus "popular decision" doesn't apply for anything higher than Senate, Congress, or gubernatorial candidates.
The promises of a changed America were there... but were the promises accurate... did America change?
Yes and No. The promises were not delivered, and America has changed - but not for the better. Instead, over the past few years there has been growing division between "Bleeding heart liberals" and "goddamned republicans" with no true middle ground in between. Sure we hear words like Moderate, or Progressive... but do they even really matter? Not when you look at the big picture - they're simply sitting on the fence, siding with whoever has the best argument with the sweeter deal...
Thus I firmly believe that this Administration is a failure. Not a G.W. Bush "failure" as the dems called it... we're talking the fucking Hindenburg here. We are talking balls-out slow motion yet high speed car wreck into a solid steel wall.
"But Jon that's not fair to say."
Bullshit - watch this.
Since the beginning of the presidency we have seen failures and faltering in foreign policy, which is then reflected in body language from the other party - for example
So lets see around the time of Benghazi we have the Fast and the Furious Debacle, Obamacare failing, a second uprising of the Birthers, and an economy that was on the brink of destruction. It's hard to figure out which one the damn distraction was!
What else - oh yeah, strengthening of the patriot act, resulting in even fewer private moments in life, we've got the drone strike of an American Citizen inside of Yemen. A failed sustainable energy promise, we have Obama using JSOC as his own personal army (look that one up... fucking crazy shit)
We have the Petraeus sex scandal - which though not Obama's fault directly - still under his watch.
There was the Trayvon Martin thing - which REALLY stirred up the racial pot - literally, you criticize Obama, you must be a white racist from the south. C'mon dickheads really? The guy sucks and it has nothing to do with race.
So then there is the Osama thing - anyone remember that little "eligibility to be a president" hearing Obama had on May 2 2011? No? Funny... Osama was killed the same day... Maybe no coincidence... but hey I'm just one guy right?
Lets jump ahead a bit...
Lets talk about Syria... So this civil war has been going on for quite some time and blah blah blah people killing people... its the middle east - what else is new? Well back to foreign policy "Hey Bashar Al Assad put the goddamn chemical weapons down, or we'll fuck you up."
So what does Bashar Al Assad promptly do? Gas the everloving shit out of as many Syrian Rebels as possible. The result... Well ISIL forms and begins dominating everything it doesn't like - we'll get to that in a bit.
VA scandal - what else can be said... Ya done fucked up by not supporting your vets. In the words of the "Whitest Kids You Know" version of Abraham Lincoln - Now you fucked up...
So VA scandal ramps up... so what do we do to detract from that... Hey show the vets we care and rescue that one asshole... so Bergdahl is "rescued" by giving over 5 of the most well known Al Qaeda terrorists out there. Of course they want to hail him as a hero - and they MIGHT get away with it because the troops on deck at the time signed NDAs. Golden plan... Until one of the troops said "Fuck that" and went all whistleblower on the administration and told the damn truth - that guy abandoned us, and then the attacks increased... Paints a picture of a hero yeah?
Now we get to the meat and bones - the point that pisses me off beyond belief.
As an Iraq vet I have had the personal pleasure of watching ISIL waltz through Iraq taking the land we fucking bled for - simply at will. It's an insult. An insult that goes back again to foreign policy. The lack of a strong status of forces agreement resulted in this - prematurely pulling us out resulted in this, and we aren't even using AMERICAN ASSETS to save AMERICAN ASSES in country. Unbelievable.
Know what... I'm done. I don't even think I can coherently continue...
THANKS FOR ABANDONING YOUR AMERICANS.
-JE
Edit:
So I decided to end this properly... but still leave my frustrations.
As you can see ladies and gentlemen, over the course of the presidency, President Obama and his administration have virtually destroyed anything that even remotely represents foreign policy. He has abandoned American lives in foreign countries, released terrorists, and forgotten the importance of his veterans - and how we the veterans - could be - if we got our shit together, the true driving force of this nation, as we contain all of the strength, leadership potential, and know-how when it comes to difficult and dangerous times such as these. My hope and my prayer is that we as Americans will take the reigns away from this failed administration and begin driving the US to once again be the economic powerhouse and example of a true Democracy that is by and for the people. It's time to make your voices known. Saber rattling has gotten us nowhere. TAKE ACTION.
-JE
Friday, June 6, 2014
an aside
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
Stigmatizing our troops
It's been a particularly hard last week - you know - with memorial day and all that. There are some deaths my mind and heart simply refuse to accept. So to begin...
I love and miss all of you guys and girls that I have served with. I try to live my life to the fullest each day to make sure your passing has not been in vain.
Until Valhalla. Keep the beer cold for me up there boys.
Here is a figure taken from Nerdwallet.com
Number of American veterans of the Afghanistan and Iraq wars.
Estimated percentage of Afghanistan and Iraq war veterans currently with post-traumatic stress disorder.
Number of Iraq and Afghanistan veterans diagnosed with PTSD in 2013.
Highest estimated number of Afghanistan and Iraq war veterans with post-traumatic stress disorder —diagnosed and undiagnosed.
Number of deployed Iraq and Afghanistan veterans diagnosed with PTSD since 2002, as of January 10, 2014..
Percentage of Iraq and Afghanistan veterans with alcohol abuse issues.
The fact is this, many have sworn to support the troops, but as the stigma grows, we see jobs being refused to vets, some are being turned down on housing, and we are seeing the beginning levels of hard-line discrimination begin. How can this happen?
We need to look first at the media. I hate to place the brunt of this on the media - but when it comes down to it, almost every other news story is about how some veteran with "a history of mental illness..."
There it is right there. You are calling PTSD a mental illness, grouping it in with manic depressants, schitzophrenics, autism, bipolar, and tourettes. Now while I am able to understand this logic - it obviously has to do with the human mind being tweaked to a point beyond self repair - I also understand that we weren't born with this - there is no genetic predisposition, no chemical exposure that caused it, we certainly cannot blame it on the water, or whatever next week's reasoning for mental illness will be.
For us Vets - it is no different than a scar A badge of torturous honor from seeing and experiencing things no 19 or twenty-something should have ever seen, whether that's kids that were blown apart in the local market by a suicide bomber, or watching helplessly as a best friend/mentor bleeds out in front of you... we have nightmares, we may disassociate, we may lash out at times... yes - it happens, we are humans who have been stretched to the max - and unlike a rubber band, we may not bounce back to our original form... These are negatives. I get it... but when you add the stigma of having it become the focus of every fucking news story that has to do with a vet - then the real issues begin.
You see, just because Joe Whackjob Schmuckatelli decided to go apeshit and the cops had to utilize lethal force on him doesn't mean we're all like that. instead of saying "and today, some idiot got lit up by the cops because he was waving a gun around like an idiot" - an occurrence that happens in Chicago or Detroit on a near daily basis - you morons in the news rooms focus on "VET" and "MENTAL ILLNESS/PTSD"
Being a vet with PTSD doesn't make me inherently dangerous... it doesn't make me a bad person, and no you don't have to hide your kids when I take mine to the park to play. We don't want to be viewed as victims. We don't want to be viewed as being conned into joining the military. I find it hard to imagine any of us being conned. Those of us who joined because of our ideals and self-motivations could have never been conned.
The issue:
The more you stigmatize PTSD - the less likely we are to get seen for it. I know a few guys personally who still to this day wake up screaming in excess of 2 or 3 times a month... I know a few that are hypervigilant in crowds. Hell, I still check rooftops whenever I'm walking anyplace that has greater than one story homes... The common reasons for not getting seen (from what I have personally heard)... "I don't want people to think I'm crazy."
"I don't want people to think I'm a pussy."
Things to that extent. You get the idea.
This results in what I'd like to call the shaken-can syndrome... much like a soda can... life shakes these individuals... over and over again... until one day some catalyst opens the can. This results in many of these individuals overdosing, getting drunk and dying behind the wheel, or suck-starting a shotgun in the bathtub... I've been on scene to a few of these suicides... They aren't pretty... the air is heavy of oppression... These individuals who won multiple battles - lost the war against themselves - many of them having never reached out for help because of the potential repercussions... because a diagnosis like PTSD can feel like a fatal flaw in character - and it's made exponentially worse by the fact that the media (led by the FCC mind you) makes such a big deal about it. We need to end this progressive stigmatization and help our guys and girls.
Causative factors:
Combat. Being near combat, hearing combat, the threat of combat - the first time a bullet cracks half a ft over your head, IED hits, IED misses, IED near Misses, IED near hits, VBIEDs, the first time you run towards gunfire, the first time you go on a patrol, the first time you are shitting in a wagbag and someone starts shooting, Danger close, Danger far (that was way too close), Blood, guts, danger. Explosions, implosions, being woken up by F/A-18's blasting an area just outside of your Pos. Seeing people on therms screwing donkeys (long story). The Taliban. The Muj. The Sgt Maj. The butterbar that is fixed on getting you killed. The clueless platoon Sgt. The lance corporal who is WAY too effective with explosives. The corpsman and his silver bullet. The corpsman and his frozen moment when he reviews your injuries. Hellfire missiles. running out of cigarettes just before you take contact, breaking your last cig the first 10 seconds of a firefight - getting to cover and realizing it. having the douches mortar the power grid while you're trying to rub one out to that hottie on webcam (or not so hottie... I done seen what some of y'all look at in those MWRs) ...
oh and meeting Gen Mattis and R. Lee Ermey at the same time (that's enough to make any man simultaneously shit his pants and thank God for the opportunity to do so),
accidentally sipping the dip spit bottle while staring at the horizon.
walking in silence covered in the blood of a fellow brother in arms...
War.
... just War.
Fucking War...
What you can do:
Be proactive. Reach out to veterans in your community. Donate you your local VFW, volunteer with wounded warrior project. For you employers... realize a college degree doesn't mean shit compared to a 24 year old Plt Sgt that kept 85% of his unit alive during the push into Sangin Valley... Start hiring vets. Don't ask them about their experiences - but be open if they want to talk to you about them... Don't judge... some of us have done and seen some fucked up shit.
The biggest thing anyone can do... Reach out to your Congressman, local media outlet, Senator and push for these guys to end the stigma, and to continue supporting the troops the way you did when the war first began.
And please... for the love of God share this. Do not let this one pass by. I understand that some of this is humorous... it's meant to be. A lot of us have had moments like this, and it'll stir up a bit of nostalgia... good. Enjoy that feeling.
For you guys that know what I'm talking about... feel free to message me or comment... I'd love to talk to you... back you away from the proverbial edge if that's where you are.
Please share this to Twitter, Facebook, Myspace (is that shit still around?), tumblr, public service boards, and graffiti on overpasses...
Ladies and gentlemen...
It's time to #endthestigma Man up, and talk to a vet. You may just save his life.
-JE
One last note... if you like this blog, draw attention to it... Smash that little G+ button like 50 times.
or something.
Thursday, May 22, 2014
SOON
Alright my few but faithful readers... This weekend is a 4 day for me... Get ready I'm working on something special.
-JE
Edit: life got busy this past weekend and with having visited my fallen brothers at 5th Marines memorial... This original post took a new form. Please be patient with me as the original was scrapped to focus on something else completely.
Friday, April 18, 2014
An open letter to the United States Government
Ladies and Gentlemen, fellow readers, writers, and everyone that reads this. I humbly ask that you, my small readership openly share this post.
Dear Ladies and Gentlemen of the United States Government,
I highly appreciate all of your hard work, and time invested into your offices; however the time invested into office does not mean the work stops there. You see, though you may be the top 10% of families in America, you still work for us, the people, the middle class blue/white collar ladies and gentlemen that form this Great Nation. Sadly, I think the vast majority of you have forgotten that - ultimately turning what was meant to be a beautiful Democracy designed by our forefathers - into a discriminatory oligarchy that is so wound up and focused on making your lives better - that you forget that there are people on the outside that are stuck losing their homes, or have a 2% retirement at 65, heck even the law abiding gun owners are taking flak, having their rights revoked.
Why?
Are you afraid of us?
I mean be honest now... are you afraid that the American people have had enough of your shit and may rise against your hand, much like we saw at Bundy Ranch? Did you guys expect it to look like Ruby Ridge (putting Gore in as SD sheriff was a terrible choice. Way to support someone who was actively engaged in the murder of an unarmed woman who was holding a baby), was it supposed to turn into a Waco-esque standoff where the Bundy clan would end up dead and you could continue your multibillion dollar land grab?
I'm looking at you Harry. I am truly surprised you have not landed yourself in a jail cell for 20 years. You are a corrupt elitist lowlife... though at this point that probably sounds more like a compliment compared to the things you tell yourself in your head. The Militia and the Patriots put a hold on your big money plans, eh? Did Rory throw a fit like he used to as a little one?
Mr. Obama, you've been kinda quiet lately. I actually think this was your best move. Supporting the Bundys openly would have showed a lack of faith in one of your own government bureaus, whereas openly condemning them would have brought down a shitstorm of American criticism on your head, and we know your approval rating isn't doing too well right now. Quick sidenote... how does it feel to know you will be the sole reason if a Democrat isn't elected next year?
Anyway enough about Bundy Ranch. This is but one example.
Ladies and gentlemen of Congress, many of you have taken campaign (read: bribes) contributions so incredibly huge in number that I would literally be able to live my entire life in comfort and never having to work again. So knowing that yout campaign contributions are simply a bribe to swing votes a certain way, let's get into it.
Mr. Issa, as one of your former constituents, I am pleading with you to get to the bottom of the Benghazi scandal. More than one of those guys were personal friends of mine. Is a human life not worth justice any longer? Surely you must have friends that owe favors. If Leland Yee can be investigated, why can't Hillary? You run the House Oversight committee, don't let this be an oversight. The rest of the GOP needs to back you on this, because honestly it looks like a big shit sandwich, and we know the answers are in there.
Onto guns... Bloomberg... hanging out with Shannon Watts? My God, you guys really are afraid aren't you. Let me break this to you kindly. There is not, nor will there ever be a gun free America. You will never take our guns, and all you continue to do by pushing legislation that makes certain features or add-ons illegal - is make more of us originally law abiding citizens break your laws by having to either go out of state or deal with shady arms dealers to get what we wanted to use. Californians and New Yorkers know what I am talking about here. Not only that, the more you try to control our guns, the more we run to get more, faster. If anything you are shooting yourself in the foot. Pun intended. Lay off the gun control thing, it makes you look weak. Not that you don't anyway.
Ms. Shannon Watts, dead kids are never the grounds for any platform. You should be ashamed of yourself. Don't take my rights as a law abiding, drug free, veteran, just because there are assholes in the world. it isn't fair to people like us, amd it makes you look weak, wormy, and uneducated. By the way... look at Boston, hundreds of rounds to take down the Tsnarevs, yet a good trained law abiding shooter could have probably dropped them both in 4 or 5. P.s. you take guns, people are just gonna find other ways to kill eachother.
Alright now to address the concept of veterans. Who is this raging idiot that wants veterans to tell their neighbors about their military service. We are US Military you dingbat, not fucking rapists or pedophiles. Maybe you should register in with your neighbors and tell them about how much of an idiot you are.
Secondly, members of the government, we were sworn to protect the Constitution of the United States of America against all enemies both foreign and domestic. Clean up your act, you guys are public enemy number one and we are getting tired of it.
Thirdly. 22-23 veterans die by way of suicide per day. The VA needs more help and more attention. Stop throwing money at Egypt, massive vacation entourages, and a healthcare plan that is costing everyone more than their last one did... seriously... a lot of my brothers and sisters right now are contemplating ending their lives... do more to help us the way we came to help you when the country called for war.
Addressing Veterans:
Never ever give up hope. There are gentlemen (and ladies) like myself more than willing to be there at a moment's notice. We are all still in this together, and though combat has come and gone... we still fight our battles with ourselves. Love you guys and girls.
With that said...
Mr. President, members of our esteemed Congress, federal employees...
Please start standing up for what is right. Stand up for our rights, and please for the love of God investigate Reid to the fullest. You employees, if your boss asks you to do something that is against your beliefs... trust your beliefs.
Sincerely,
Jonathan "Doc" Everest
Thursday, April 10, 2014
Been a bit busy
Between work, school, family, and Elder Scrolls online (bastards at Zenimax)
I will post something this weekend that's worth a damn, especially considering my intent focus on the clusterfuckage that has been the news as of lately.
-JE
Stay strong!
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Obsession - Your Rights vs. the Rights of the Elite
You see "obsession" when dealing with political outlooks is virtually necessary to stir up any kind of social movement - whether that be a few individuals that share a view, recruiting others - or a full blown grass-roots movement involving people contacting their congressmen and women, and making waves in Washington. So as we are beginning to see, this obsession leads people to make traction in long term and wide scale bipartisan issues.
Now I'm not saying that you need to burn tires, bras, or midgets in the streets to get attention. Sometimes its a matter of one man/woman standing for a cause, wholeheartedly, and unabashed. Granted once you begin gaining political traction, you will need to guard yourself against aggressive smear campaigns (look at any presidential election). This is where the concept of the elite comes in.
Now - you have to first understand how the US Government views you, the average citizen. This is may come as a shock to some of you... others will say, "No shit Jon, tell me something I don't know" - the latter - this isn't written for you.
You see, the US Government with the elites in Congress, the Senate, the Executive branch and those in the Judiciary branch view you as uneducated, unopinionated, completely apathetic, and lazy. Cue the outrage. Wake up. They're right. Those of you that curse the government under your breaths are the same ones sitting on the side lines - you can't even think freely because you've been in the box for so fucking long. This is the problem. You've been indoctrinated since birth, from social media, to presidents that feel comfortable doing comedy skits, pushing their agenda, with fat middle aged awkward men helping their limping campaign along.
With this said, the elites aren't focused on the concept of you. Frankly, you are a no body, a statistic, a possible risk or benefit factor when it comes to their pre-rigged elections. You see, this is the irony of US Democracy. The people placed in power are placed there by an electoral college made up of individuals that are more often than not, bound to vote for you along their party lines. Under many circumstances, a state that has voted republican, has seen their vote turned to democrat by the electoral college (or the inverse). The only votes that truly matter are the ones that fall to popular vote - because even if everyone were to simply not vote for presidential elections - there would still be one elected. Crazy thought. So what happens is people simply accept it, without so much as an inkling of outrage for a corrupt and damaged system - these are the same individuals that are more than happy to give up their rights in the name of health and safety.
So lets talk about privacy a bit... a very little bit.
Throw it out the window. It doesn't exist. The government is in your home, your bedrooms, your computers, your work, even in your daily conversations. I believe the project was referred to as Mystic... a recording software that is able to simultaneously record ALL phone calls across a country and store them for up to a month. That is a massive database dedicated to prying into YOUR privacy. Of course... we need to have our privacy broken right... I mean that shifty guy down the street that has skin a couple shades darker than yours, and prays to the east on his front porch every day... that guy HAS to be a terrorist... so lets let them listen in on everything. Get real. All throughout history there have been terrorists of every skin color, creed, and religion.
Hell, just a decade ago we were going off about right-wing extremists blowing up abortion clinics, a few years before that, there was blood running through the streets because of those damn Colombian drug runners, and of course can't forget the basis of like every fucking Kung Fu movie known to man - in those mean streets of Chinatown.
The Patriot Act is a load of shit. I know it, you know it, and those dastardly bastards in the Gov know it, but once you have a taste of power - like licking the top of a sugar cube - you have to have it all... every... last... sweet... taste. Yet we support it, because we need to protect ourselves. Frankly in the 2006 risk assessment there was little to no risk of wide-scale domestic terrorism, and yet we supported giving up our rights since 2001...
This goes back to the mindset you mindless self-indulgent head-nodding flock of sheep... Wake the fuck up. It's high time to turn the elitist mentality upside down and give it a shakedown - the likes of which will echo into the annals of history.
Stop cursing under your breath. Get obsessed. Make a move.
-JE
Monday, March 24, 2014
The one called abe
Edit: Jon Everest fixed up some spelling, but otherwise left most of this illiterate retardese alone.
A place called home
For our readers, I apologize for the delay. I have been mulling over how to handle this subject, as it isn't always the easiest to explain.
I'm going to go with a more conversational piece tonight. It's weighed heavily on my mind for the past few days since reading a post by OAF Nation. (Bill will recognize this one)
God, this is seeming more like a collection of thoughts spattered onto the